embodied // love
Waning Gibbous Moon in Pisces
Back in my body
Unbound;
divine shines through
My temple is sacred and filled with pleasures
Not the shame you told me I had to wear
Source of divine power
Life force flows
Sacral wisdom houses every lesson
Soul reclamation
Already within your reach
Turn around.
Come home.
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Reflecting today on being in the body; being embodied in love. Sometimes it amazes me to witness how much wisdom is already within us, is always with us, whether we tap into it or not. And how quickly so many shifts can occur, when we have safe spaces to reflect curiously within our very being [instead of with judgement and condemnation].
The thing about a love that reaches down to you very depths and steals the breath from your lungs in the most glorious of ways, is that you can never forget it; once you’ve been in proximity to it. Tapping into divine; truth. Once you’ve felt that which is everything in a moment, you can’t just show up for anything any longer. The contrast is too glaring. And that love assigned outward onto some other— that you are recognizing in them— is really just the reflection of your love. The divine energy that is already and always has been within you. Sometimes it takes the glare of a light so penetrating— that love emanating from another reflected back at you— to see how truly magnificent you already are. And that’s the power of Love. It cracks through the toughest exteriors and exposes the truth that we know [in our soul] but have forgotten.
We have everything within us already to be whole, thriving beings. It is the journey of a lifetime to excavate that which gets buried by life. A heroic journey at that. The power we possess, frankly can be terrifying to begin to unlock and learn how to sit with, because it’s so real, so visceral at times, that it’s hard to imagine being able to harness all of that juice. There is a fear, that we will be consumed by it; that we will do harm with all that power. And often times we need a reflection separate from us, a mirror of that power in action from a place of the highest good, which is always from Love, in order to feel safe enough, trusting enough to begin dipping our toe into the shallow end of our own being. To journey toward acceptance and reverence.
We have to start outside of self sometimes, to gather the courage to go inward. And that’s ok, but I just want to remind you today, that the love, the brilliance, the beauty, that you so easily can spot outside of you, is and always has been a reflection of that which you recognize within. You have everything within to be the all you were designed to be.
You are that love.
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Soul crying out in the spaces the body has kept score
to be seen and held is the heart’s deepest desire; bear witness
Just be; curious.
There is nothing to figure out.
All will be revealed in due time
Learning the language of acceptance; trust
Holding space for the unloveable
Making love to the not-beautiful
Deep embrace and reverence for the unfolding
attachments to an identify
created in rejection of humanity
projections of fear perpetuated by a man-made world
this is what binds us
separated from the true
liberation for reconciliation
Death to the dialogue of our inherent sin
Freedom from the illusion that we were ever separate.
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Day 17/28: I want to close out today by giving a shoutout to my brave and beautiful clients that are my accountability and constant contacts with grace; that trust me with their truth, that give me the great honor of bearing witness to their becoming. To be in the presence of that sort of love and courage so often, is a gift. I am constantly learning from each of you, and being reminded of the beauty in authentic humanity. I come home more to myself, every time you step into my space. Thank you for being a part of my journey in this life.
With gratitude and always LOVE,