a {royal} conjunction
Waxing crescent moon in Leo
who am I to say that we met on this day…
as sun and moon collide under the same sign,
a royal conjunction
kings and queens of the celestial jungle
light years away from you and what we were.
for I’m only just now remembering
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what are these whispers and curious wanderings,
but a breadcrumb of irrational knowing.
A familiar significance.
I don’t know you, but I know you.
a piece of me wandering this earth outside of self
an out of body experience if you will
invisible threads connected;
devoid of logic or proof;
inextricably tethered.
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under this same sky, a divine union was born.
and though our union is forged amidst the fire of the golden one;
today it rained and poured;
and I walked.
I thought about you, and me.
ancient memories
curiously creating what comes next
soaking in wonder
that space where imagination meets soul.
manifesting history; remembering the future.
A glorious reprieve from the suffocating heat of this midsummer day.
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⟪⟨ 𝚜𝚞𝚗 + 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚓𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚘 ☼☽ weaving together past and future, now. ⟩⟫
{Day 3 of 28 day moon cycle writing challenge. word play as I explore the edges of the irrational yet felt. letting go of logic and practical and diving into the deep end. karmic lessons; soul contracts; who we were to one another in past lives; memories just beneath the surface.}
Today, like yesterday was a bit of forcing the words to weave themselves into something as my physical body feels quite exhausted.Great things happening in the mundane spaces [day-to-day life], but i’m recognizing quickly that I have to rebuild my stamina and do a better job creating pockets of rest for myself as I step back into holding space with clients, especially if I want to be able to create something every day during this challenge. My intention in documenting how I’m feeling [behind the scenes so to speak] comes from genuine curiosity to see how my internal cycle and the cycle of the moon play off one another or work together, how it affects my flow and creative process. If there are particular times of the day/week where I tap into flow more fluidly; noticing where my edges are, and learning to discern between when it’s time to walk away for a bit vs. when it’s time to lean in and dig a little deeper. Keeping track of how often I want to throw my hands up and say “screw this", i’m not feeling it” [so far i’ve felt that way every one of these three days and a lot of the writing has been happening in the evening, after 5pm]. As always, thanks for journeying with me, have a beautiful evening!
With gratitude and always LOVE,
Artwork from the Morgan-Greer Tarot deck.