closing doors // 4
In today’s episode I’m sharing with you a personal piece of my journey to coming home and healing— cycles coming to completion, doors I’ve closed as an invitation for reflection— on what is being called to be let go of in your life, in this moment, in this season? If you struggle with letting go as I do, you aren’t alone and in sharing a recent experience that I have been working through, my hope is hopefully to inspire you to dig a little deeper into your why’s, and explore what in this moment is asking to be shed, burned to the ground; to die off or be reframed in a way that will serve you stepping into this new season, new chapter of your being.
Exploring on the thread of who we hold space for in our lives and asking self if there is an integrity within around that, or if it’s coming from fear and attachment. Are we outsourcing our worthiness and inner peace to others because we haven’t yet uncovered the capacity to recognize it within? And as a result, who and what are we holding onto {or pushing away} out of fear or discomfort of the vulnerability of being truly seen and known and what are some of the factors that influence that— specifically around our capacity to trust and hold space for all that is within us, the feminine and the masculine and how this affects our internal landscape as well as the collective consciousness?
This is just one of many layers of this journey of coming home to self, and why I share my experiences along the way, is because I feel it’s necessary for us to talk about these hard and messy and nuanced things that we all navigate in life.
And because I believe more personally empowered people, taking ownership of their healing, and experience, feeling grounded in truth and love and showing up in the world that way, is the change we need in this world. And the way we get to cultivating that capacity— taking ownership, learning trust and walking in truth— is through facing these less than pleasant aspects of how we show up and relate in the world; facing what we hold onto out of fear of the unknown and how we are often choosing the comfortable suffering over the unknown that could lead to our greatest liberation… that, and breathing a lot of kindness and curiosity and non-judgement into those spaces ;).
If you would like to read more on this same thread of cycles ending and death for creation, head over to the blog for my newest post “closing doors // death for creation”.
I hope you enjoy this episode! As always, I am so grateful for your presence here, and sending you so much love as you navigate your own version{s} of the void.
Much Love,